Next year will be the 25th anniversary of the September 11th attacks. Most folks who were adults at that time remember it like it was yesterday.
Many of us have also had years when we’ve felt like distancing ourselves from the anniversary commemorations. Even for those not directly impacted, memories of that day–and the days that followed–still bring back traces of a trauma we’d never felt before, and an insecurity we’d never experienced. Perhaps actor Tony Danza summed it up best when he said “I don’t like revisiting how I felt.”
In some ways the event’s trauma seems to deepen with time, as new layers of grief emerge–like memories of loved ones who shared those moments but are now gone.
This year I decided to crack open the door and look back, if only for a little while.
In doing so, I came across some videos I’d never seen before–interviews with celebrities of that time period discussing where they were on 9/11.
Just ten years after the attacks, Producer/Director David P. Levin released his documentary, “When Pop Culture Saved America: A 9-11 Story.” Originally produced for A&E Networks, it explored how entertainment, comedy, and music helped Americans cope and rebuild in the months following the attacks. Levin interviewed numerous celebrities for the documentary, later posting extended interviews on his “Pop Goes the Culture” YouTube channel.
One of those interviewed was actor Tony Danza. He told a riveting story about his role as host of the 75th Miss America Pageant, held in Atlantic City, NJ, on September 22, 2001.
Pageant organizers had called him to let him know they were thinking of cancelling the event. Danza, a native Brooklynite, had passionately argued against nixing it, saying “you can’t let these guys disrupt our lives.” Ultimately, the contestants themselves voted that the show must go on, and officials asked Danza to write a speech befitting of the circumstances.
As he wrote his monologue, tears fell, his heart heavy with grief and the weight of inspiring a nation. He reached an impasse, unable to come up with a proper conclusion.
Danza tells how he was bolstered by his son, who read a draft of his father’s speech before asking him, “When is the last time you said ‘The Pledge of Allegiance?’” Danza realized that was the ending he needed.
The night of the pageant, emotions were high and security was tight. Danza was so stressed he was afraid he’d screw up The Pledge of Allegiance. As he concluded the speech and began reciting the Pledge, he became aware of strange noises. “I began to hear a weird sound…bang, bang bang, bang…” He said he stopped for a second, trying to identify the noise. His mind whirled as he remembered the risks and beefed-up security. The “bangs” increased.
He finally realized the source of the noise:
“It was the people jumping to their feet to say the pledge with me! And they had just refurbished the convention center and those seats were popping back [up], ‘pop, pop pop, pop…It was the wildest feeling of all time…Then I said, ‘Are you ready for Miss America?’ and they went nuts!”
Also compelling were interviews with “Frasier” stars Jane Leeves (Daphne Moon) and Peri Gilpin (Roz Doyle).
Leeves, who had been at home in Los Angeles with her husband and 8-month-old baby, told how she went into survival mode. “I thought ‘I’d better go to the supermarket and stock up on stuff.’” She remembered an eerie silence after she arrived at the store, “it was so quiet. I mean there were lots of people there; the music wasn’t playing; everybody was walking around sort of solemnly being very polite to each other…it was just an eerie feeling.”
Like the rest of us, Leeves said she couldn’t turn her television off:
“I don’t think I turned my television off that first few days because…I was just wanted information. I just wanted to know we were safe, you know? I felt if I turned the TV off, I would miss something. I would miss, you know, some sort of warning…”
Peri Gilpin was asleep in L.A. and her husband was in New York. He called to tell her to turn on the TV, explaining that he was on his way toward the World Trade Center because it had been struck by an airplane. Not yet realizing the enormity of the situation, he and his friends–which included a newspaper photographer–were walking toward the buildings to see what was happening. After the second plane struck, Gilpin lost contact with her husband for about an hour as he ran through the streets to escape the infamous cloud of rubble. He finally got a call through to let her know he was okay.
Both Leeves and Gilpin became emotional when discussing the death of their colleague, David Angell. Angell was a co-creator, executive producer, and writer for “Frasier.” A key figure in sitcom television history, he also co-created “Wings,” and did writing/producing for the iconic show “Cheers.” He had 37 Emmy nominations and 24 wins. David Angell and his wife, Lynn, died on American Airlines Flight 11 during the September 11 attacks.
While it seems like it should get easier to attend commemorations and discuss the events of that day, it still holds disturbing nuances for many of us.
As Tony Danza said, “[W]hat’s so hard about talking about this is that you never feel like you did it justice. You never feel like you were able to convey…how you felt, and how you want people to understand how you felt. That’s why it’s so much easier to not [talk about it.]” He concluded that it was “our generations Kennedy assassination.”
Mixing philosophy with humor he added: “It’s too bad that…we couldn’t keep a grasp of that incredible spirit that we had right afterwards…Unfortunately, in L.A., we made a big sacrifice…we put flags on our cars and stopped giving each other the finger for a couple of days…but you know, we had that feeling that we were really all one people–that we were in it together. It was really something.”
(Click here to see Pop Goes the Culture TV’s playlist “Remembering 9-11.” Highlights include interviews with Ray Romano, Patricia Heaton, Jackie Mason, Mookie Wilson and many more.)
Originally published on the Epoch Times
